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Feb. 13th, 2008 | 12:47 pm

i remember february 13 2007 perfectly.
i was in so much trouble and i was finally able to use my car for the first time to go to "school".  
i went to graysons and dom and grace and brett and bryan were all there smoking a blunt skipping school.  i remember being SO happy to see brett and grayson i gave them both huge hugs and couldnt stop smiling.  i remember looking at them all being high and me being sober and thinking they were so dumb haha.  i just remember being so happy that i could see them for a litle bit and hang out with them.
things dont change. 

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Jun. 18th, 2007 | 09:33 am

nothing can get better. everything is perfect.

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Jun. 9th, 2007 | 12:49 am

I LOVE THIS FEELING. I LOVE IT. I L0V3 IT YO. I FUCKING LOVE IT.

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Jun. 4th, 2007 | 08:40 am

being in the state when you are just completely one hundred percent out of your mind is the best/only way to be.

 this past weekend [well starting thursday] was just beyond incredible.
i danced, i laughed, i sang, i fell, i ran [or tried to], i kissed, i smiled, i slept, i was free.

i only want to live that way.

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Mar. 6th, 2007 | 07:42 pm

im having crazy deja vu.

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Feb. 6th, 2007 | 08:42 am

okay, new years resolution # 1: quit smoking.

new years resolution #2: get a tan.

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Feb. 2nd, 2007 | 09:07 am

its been a month since i quit smoking.
and then i had a dream that i wanted a cigarette really bad.

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Jan. 31st, 2007 | 09:30 pm

i feel so lost. like, i dont really know how to explain it.
i am having to deal with stuff like all the way. it sucks so bad.
realizations about a lot of stuff thats going on but im just not starting to have to talk about stuff and all that.
it sucks.
i dont like having to deal with stuff i guess. i like being numb and not having to care.
i dont care about anything. im at perfect peace with it.
but now i am starting to care and its a drag.
this probably makes NO sense.

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Jan. 16th, 2007 | 08:56 am

everything is going amazing. life is crazy and so so fun. i am crazy and so so fun.
i got new speakers in mah whip. bumpin' system fo sho no doubt.
not going into detail about everything thats been happening. that would take far too long. it would also require too much thinking.
i feel like cleaning my room.

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Dec. 27th, 2006 | 08:04 pm

my best friend is turning into something that she said over and over would never ever happen.
i am turning back into something that i shouldnt.
but somehow i am happy.
happier about the things i shouldnt be happy about.
does this even make sense?
my dad doesnt know how to let me grow up i guess you could call it. and hes playing the jewish guilt card all too frequently. yes, moron, i would rather be with my friends than at home.
my mom is just fine. she is glad im having fun and thats that.
but back to my dad. its very annoying. seriously. i keep telling him just let me do my thing and not make it miserable for both of us.
does he get it? no.
but whatever.
my sister is washing the dishes. how awkward.
apple jacks is the new turkey sandwhich. or is it sandwich.
i need to go to college.
i feel like i have a ton to say. but i dont know who really reads this. and maybe its people that i dont want to read it.
but i really dont have that much to say when it comes down to it.
i dont have that many brain cells.
mmm, applejacks.

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